Day 110
So today I’m supposed to get out of bed on my left foot and compare it to yesterday. I totally forget again.
It’s hard to remember things right when I wake up.
Anyways, I would say today I have bad luck compared to yesterday. Today, Mike and Ariel and Ariel’s boyfriend Glen all come out for a fun double date at the beach.
They get here, all’s good, I’m so happy to see Mike.
But when we drive to the beach, we end up getting lost.
We find our way to a beach, just not the one we meant to go to.
I don’t even like the beach. The water’s too muddy and dirty to swim in, and wading’s not good because there’s broken shells all over the place. All there is to do is walk around or tan, which I find really boring.
I end up crying to Mike about this, because I don’t want to ruin it for everyone else, but I just want to leave.
He ends up making me feel better, mostly through kisses, but also just telling me that I’m not a horrible person for feeling bored.
After that, things do get better. I have fun and I really am happy everyone’s there.
Then they have to leave. And I won’t see Mike for another two weeks.
I really think that I won’t even talk to him for a week since he’s going on vacation, then he tells me that he has internet access while he’s gone so my worries were completely unfounded.
As he’s leaving, I think, okay, I’m going to be okay and not even cry this time. Then the idiot decides to play Smile—our song—as he’s driving away, and that makes me lose it.
(even Ariel tells him that’s mean.)
I miss him already.
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Went to the beach this time last year, going again today. Cool.
I won't be posting tomorrow. The point of writing out the entries a year in advance was so I wouldn't have to worry about that, but I didn't account for things like lack of internet.
So, double post on Thursday. Sorry.
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