Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Day 230: Deny


Day 230
Today I’m supposed to deny myself something.
Um. Um. I have no idea.
Music? Sure that works. I will not touch my iPod.
The universe apparently decides for me, as Netflix suddenly stops service.
It was weird. I was watching a sitcom, and I could only hear the laugh track. Could not figure out what was going on. Went to report it, and I received an error message that I could no longer watch streaming because of account issues. Problem is, it’s my dad handling the account so I need to get him to fix it.
My period? Still not here. I’m terrified.
I read a lot of stuff about skipping periods, and I have skipped one before, so I’m like 95% sure I’m not pregnant.
It’s still scary, though.
I chug a lot of orange juice because I read online that vitamin C can induce periods. If it doesn’t come by Friday, I’ll be buying some vitamin C tablets.
Also I’m taking a pregnancy test tomorrow. That terrifies me more than the missed period! But I know Mike would prefer knowing, I got him worried now too.
I talk to my mom and I feel better about that. She says I’m probably okay.
Then really late at night, I get my period finally. Okay.


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I'm worried about my period again this month, but also about finals and about being sick and about Mike's birthday present that hasn't gotten here yet.

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