Day 203
Today, I’m supposed to participate in a pyramid scheme, but
since that’s illegal, I won’t.
I hang out with Mike, and I need to buy new pants. But the
first place we go, nothing fits.
I start crying. I hate feeling fat.
I tell Mike that I’m going to stop eating. I’m completely
serious about this when I say it. I don’t want to be fat anymore. I don’t want
to turn into one of those people so obese that I need a wheelchair to get
around. I’m upset.
It’s at this time I also tell Mike that I was scared he
might cheat on me yesterday. This is big and dramatic and if it was a movie
there would be kissing and dramatic music followed by a cut to a scene showing
it’s all okay.
There was kissing, and it was all okay because I managed to
find pants later, but no dramatic music.
And that’s pretty much the high point of my day.
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I'm really sick today.
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