Day 173: Grieve

Day 173

Today, I need to create my own task.

So here’s what I’ll devote today to doing: grieving.

I miss my dog.

I’m skipping one of my classes today—the other I have a test so I can’t really skip it—and I’m just spending the day with Mike.

I feel like such a wreck. I really don’t think I could make it to class today if I had to.

Molly’s gone and I can’t figure out what to do about it. She’s gone. I’ll never be able to pet her or hug her again.

I spend time with Mike, and it helps me feel better. But then tonight I dream of Molly being alive again. It’s sad.

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I dreamed about Molly for about three weeks straight.
This was not a good point.